haish

this is killing me. softly.

Being forgotten

The day we first broke up
I didn’t know what a goodbye was
Only after a few days have passed
Not getting a call from you felt so awkward
The empty text message inbox, a day without you

I guess it’s really over now
It finally feels real
Everything that we used to love is now being erased
The times when we were always together
The days I was happy by looking at you

Were we ever in love?
The images of you in the many places
At some point are being forgotten
The fact that you’ll be even more forgotten as time goes by
That hurts even more, it just doesn’t feel good

As I was organizing things one by one
I suddenly thought of this
There were so many things I am sorry for
I wasn’t good enough so I couldn’t express myself
I know you were disappointed with me back then

On a day when it really hurts a lot
I really missed you
I was so innocent
I hated you so much

Your silly talk
Your presence that was so warm
All the things that I miss are being forgotten
That is what hurts

So I hoped you would suffer too
I hoped you will hurt without me too.

.

You left me broken,

Im trying to fix my broken wings

And

When the time come,

I will fly higher than you.

Just wait

complicated

It seems like I dont know you anymore.

And 

We keep following the path, the cycle. 

as I expected

I dont know what to do

lead me,

You lost me

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

noktah

Reach the ending. between us