Date

31st  October 2014.  

:)

Kotak

okay, tajuk tak kena dengan topik. yaa yaaaa whatevahh~~
Hey, guess what? I haven't start my assignment yet. Submission? daaa boleh pegi meninggal. Lately, my spirit seems to be flew away. detoriated. Reasons? idk. maybe im not happy with my life. At all. bukan aku tak bersyukur ke apa. Just like im a marionette that moving with an unwilling heart. 2 years to go weh! pray for me that i can complete my degree within this 2 years in a normal state. Takda cacat cela putus fius mana. hmmmmmm. Last week was like the happiest moment evah where i can laugh freely without any faking moment. jerantut moments. But truthfully, it's hurt cuz i know that my happiness it just for a moment. a blink of eye. they gone. harsh reality is calling me back to ipsah, make me living in a fakeness and all is well is my always. but for sure im not. ,my life have been turning upside down. Im dying here. Hambik kau post negativity tahap petala. It just that I can't hold it anymore and will explode anytime. *sigh*  And what's make u like what aaa shejbfwlej/gve when someone just told u, sokay, just foget blaa blaaa. PERGI MENINGGAL OKAY. They dont understand. They would'nt. Just imagine that, life is like a book, you enter the story in the middle part, and you dont know how the story started, and how it will be end. You just enter and feeling nothing. Blur kau tahu tak. Okeee done with meroyan part. byee

almost lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images, no

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind

So now you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Why can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

new start, new life, new leaf semua baru lahh.

heyy, i know no one will read this. blogging era seems to be the end of it. HAHAHA,,
As you know, i have been transferred to IPSAH *well i think most of you know the reason why* *malas nak taip* in SP. so dekat dengan rumahlah. less than one hour. My life there? it was like emmmm okaylaaa. still plain. in the process of adapting, catching up the rhyme, everything was difficult at first. well i hope that ease will come after that. Still trying to collect that little faith. Truthfully, i miss all my KIC's family. well especially my gegaloks. things are different here without them. Now I realised that im playing the part as the overly attach friend. sometimes, I do cry every single night. cuz i've been missing them like crazyy. Everything I see and hear will remind me of them. Tudia the power of friendship. well i dont know if they also feel the same towards mee. naaaaah i dont caree.

Revenge

They said the greatest revenge among all is
BE HAPPY, and embrace yourself.
heyy, now im glad that i feel this way. i hope u will feel the same,

heart

Sayangku akan hilang

pissed again

And girl, you really pissed me off.
HARD.
Thanks.

Garisan

Kau jangan risau, aku tanya tak lebih dari seorang kawan..

Lame then So?

Aku rasa penggunaan tatabahasa aku makin menyedihkan.
Hye blog? Dah bersawang anda nampaknya.
Ada orang cakap anda lame.
Then so what?
Aku memang suka taip dan cakap sensorg.

Lantak

kadang-kadang lirik lagu menggambarkan apa yang aku tengah rasa.

Mungkin bukan luahan straight to the point dari aku,

Tapi, kau akan faham kalau kau nak atau dah kenal aku luar dalam.

Dan,

Aku tak pernah harap kau faham.

Mungkin aku nak kau tahu saja.

Do they know?

They said im changing.
Well, that's true.
Maybe they seem to know,
Rather than sympathize,
They should understand
The ultimate reason.
Hey you, thanks for this change.....